Society influence?
You try to live your life at the same time all kind of disturbing information influence your life if you do not recognise it. This colour implies that the quality of your live is weakening. This is cause your internal information filter is not working correct. There is to much information which come to you which distracts you in doing the right things. Most influence is coming from people with a personal agenda/ interest and the business. They wrapt it so smart which can easily mislead your personal information filter.